Day 31@national service.

I still alive.Sorry my dear friends, I lost my SIM card contacts. =(

*photos be will upload soon*

逞强

我就是一个爱逞强的女生
在爱情里也一样
这几个星期带来了很多变化
可能因为这里没有一个认识的人吧
从吉隆坡来到沙巴的女生就只有三个
当夜深人静一个人处身在陌生的地方时会害怕寂寞
沙巴真得很不同这里的国语跟我们那里差很多
加上华人又少又一个人起初还吵着回家
现在我已慢慢习惯了这里
我不想错过所以什么都想去体验
我觉得当我回去时我一定有改变
很肯定的就是我会珍惜眼前人
很多时候我们总要等到失去后才会学习珍惜
放下逞强原来我也需要一个可以依赖的人
承认我是一个感性的女生
常大笑大哭容易感触没有形象的女生
最近学了很多哲学我会好好使用这些经验
真的学了很多事情想法也有不同了
我认为最难的两件事是知足以及积极面对困难
虽然我有的不多不过我还是要感谢爸爸妈妈给我的一切
我没有兄弟姐妹爸爸妈妈就是我所有的家人
爸爸妈妈我很想你们
你们过得怎样
这里是发生了很多事情可是我都不敢跟你们说
因为你们做工已经够辛苦了我不想你们担心我
我觉得你们想的担心的肯定不比我少
放心好了我会好好在外头照顾自己
我明白没有人能够永远陪谁
有人说身为父母的其实奢求的都不多真真希望的只是孩子健康快乐
原谅我以前爱装然后肉麻的话都不敢说出口
母情节快到了今年没能陪你庆祝
就连父亲节时也人在沙巴
以前还没觉得那么深的感触可能现在到了要搭几小时的飞机才能见面的时候
才惭愧以前有时对你们说话时那没礼貌的语气
当发现相处的时间越来越少时已经太迟了
做父母的真得很伟大对不起爸爸妈妈
请原谅我的任性
现在大家都可以回家见他们的爸爸妈妈而我却不能
真的羡慕他们不过我也无能为力
因为爱逞强怕肉麻
这句话我都对你们真真说过
提早跟你说母亲节快乐
爸爸妈妈我爱你
我在这里很好希望你们每天健康快乐

Hello.Hello.Hello.

Hi everyone,I still alive.First at all,thanks everyone for the birthday wishes.I appreciated it very much!Arigatuo!The best part...I'm totally 18 years old.Currently,6days away from national service for a holiday semester.However, I'm not going back to Kuala Lumpur.Quite upset actually because everyone can see and greed their parents but I can't.Big sigh.What to do, distance does matter.Oh well,words cannot express my feelings right now.I would like to share about my national service life in Sabah.Yes,I have to admit that I really miss my home.Thanks god,I got a lot of funny friends here.Furthermore,they bought me a birthday cake.How sweet,I really touched because I didn't even expect about that and I thought I will spend my birthday alone at kem. Okay next,Sabah's weather is super duper hot especially my kem.Therefore,my skin getting darker,I wonder who will recognize me when i return.I thought Sabah is cooler than Kuala Lumpur because there is so many trees here but actually it's really HOT.Besides that,I'm having 6 meals per day.Sounds crazy but I don't think that I can gain my weight.Guess what?I have to work everyday.Nowadays,I've learn few precious lessons and I'm growing up.Moreover,M16 after holiday semester.Hooray,cheers to that.Hope to see a brand new me when i return.Lastly,I miss kl life,my BFF's and my dear parents.I can't wait anymore to see them.Oh ya, for your information,I've lost my Sim card contacts.Take care,blessed. (=