镜子前的自己

很多时候，
不认识我的人，或者是跟我不熟悉的朋友，他们都会觉得我很忙，很爱讲话

其实，面对着镜子
我觉得自己是一个很容易寂寞的孩子。。。
也许，打从以前就是这样

我爱讲话因为我很怕被忽视的，被遗忘的感觉

我很忙，因为我很喜欢那种很充实的感觉，很认真去做一件事的感觉，很有成就感
可是很多很多时候，当这个地我静下来时，一个人时，尤其是深夜时，就会感到空虚

不，不，也许不知与夸张到空虚，寂寞，需要人陪的那种渴望。。
很真我的那个自己。。

请不要觉得，我特地做很多很多很多的工作。。

也许，我是独生女，我没有兄弟姐妹，从小就一个人，还记得，以前爸爸妈妈都很忙。。
大部分，我的功课都是自己理自己的
所以习惯了，用工作来打发时间，让自己过得比较充实。。

让别人知道，其实我也可以过得很好..

我喜欢很男朋友在一起的感觉，因为那样能够让我感觉到有人在陪伴我，而且不会打扰到别人。或者是我那班真得很忙很努力为学业打拼的姐妹涛们

直到有一天，我的男朋友对我说，其实他是一个很喜欢自由的人
他喜欢和朋友聚在一起的感觉，他喜欢朋友与女朋友之间有平衡感
他比较喜欢我能够很他的朋友在一起，大家一起的感觉

因为如果每天见面，或者每天粘在一起的话，对我们都不太好。。

我才突然发现，原来两个人相处。。
真得不是喜欢就足够了，而是要配合

请原谅那样的自己
或许是我真得那么不甘寂寞

除了这个
或许你没有想到,没有预料到我其实是一个很容易失去信心的女孩
我会怀疑自己，埋怨自己的不是，
请原谅我

还有还有
我可是一个大哭包
如果我感到委屈就会忍不住心里一酸，啃住了气，眼眶聚集了快涌出来的眼泪
哭泣到，
说不出话的傻样子
我其实是一个渴望被保护
渴望被重视的小女孩
请不要犹豫
请不要怀疑
请不要讥笑

我就是那么的一个女孩
我渴望的真得很简单

常常听人说,获得平凡和快乐就已经是一件很幸福的事

我不完美，真得不完美，有很多缺点，很多需要改进的方面
请不要把我想象到完美
在你看我面子书的那些华丽的照片
其实其实，

也不过如此
华丽的背后，你真得不懂得
或许你明白，但不能够完全理解
因为那个不是你在经历

抱歉，
我这几个月都把生活给搞砸了
我以为在这繁忙的城市,我回过得很好
与原来我错了，
我忽视那个需要被关注的自己
那个需要自我探讨的自己

还记得以前，听过一个朋友说
部落格嘛，是不要每天更新的

这个原理，很合适套在我身上吧
而是在你又需要时，特别的心情时，让自己有一个可以让自己倾诉的管道
我沉重的心灵需要一点时间来平服
我回家了

谢谢自己把一切坦然

那你有没有一个那样的自己？
请不要遗忘自己的感受

美丽的旅途

蜗牛。。。

一步一步往上爬 ..

Dear readers,
Thousand apologize for the late update..
This is my short semester, everything in rush ..
Events, roadshows, assignments, projects,mid -term, quiz , scholarships working hour and etc ;((
I will be sitting for final examinations next week..
God bless ya.
I will be home soon=)

;)))

My life in this week..... ^^
Tomorrow 9.30am Speech outline submission deadline
11.00am Quiz 2 Positive Psychology
1pm until 10.30pm Hair Show Model

Thursday 8.00am - 4.00pm Make Up Show Model
8.00pm Gathering

Friday 9.30am Assignment outline submission deadline
12.30pm-3pm Library working hour

Saturday 2.00pm Job Interview
3.30pm Motorsport Car Show Model

Imma afraid of Quiz 2, May God bless me ..:(

GAB:Tiger Music Festival Live Malaysia!

I <3 Tiger Uniform!
Worked with Jessica and Georgina.
This is such a small world. I met Jessica in a job interview and PIKOM PC Fair.
I met Gina while doing video shooting with Wai Wah..
Haha such a small world.

Edison!Gosh, handsome!!!

张芸京

周笔畅

棒棒糖

Distance between my work place and the stage

Rock the party~

I met a lot of my freelance friends that day ^^

End with this! TA-DA!

Happy Ending.

Thanks for all the birthday cakes and birthday presents ^^

Don't mess with them! Or you will turn to upside down!

My small eyes boy~

Round ke-empat!

TA-DA! They are my ex-schoolmate.

Xin Ying and I studied at the same primary school and secondary school(SMK Sungai Besi) as well.However, I transferred to SMK Sri Sentosa when I was in Form4.
Pui Heong,the girl in white.. A word to describe about her : Awesome!
She was my childhood partner, both of us studied at the same primary and secondary school. A lot of good memories between us ^^ We used to walk to school together, tuition together, bath together and more~
Ah Geng, the gentlemen in town! He's really nice to everyone and willing to help me whenever I'm in trouble!
I was so happy to see them!
They waited for around an hour outside of my house,I felt guilty..
Yes yes,Thanks for the awesome birthday celebration.

Clothes from Ah Geng. Cool I like it! Because I don't have any vest in my wardrobe..
I was wearing it on my SUPER GT Semifinal competition in Empire Mall Gallery.

Okay, it's a receipt in the bag. "Thanks" to Ah Geng.. ;P
p/s: Guys, remember to take off the price tag and the receipt before you present it to a girl. We do concern about this. Haha!

A-HA!This from Xin Ying and Pui Heong. I love girl stuffs and Linda!Thanks buddies!Errrr..wait..... I found something else in the present box ...
Hey hey everyone!
What did you notice?
Can you see there's a white box behind the sleeping mask?
Guess what is that?
Let's take it out and have a look~
I was so sweat when I saw the name of the small box..
What a joke!!!!!!!!
The present that made me "sweat"and L-O-L!
My first time of receiving those kind of so called adult present.
Okay, Condoms right behind the sleeping mask.

See? Some more with expired date in 10/2015!
Made a fool on me,You guys memang "rocks"..
=____________________=

Third Round in town!! =]

1!

2!

3!

4! 5!

After eating dinner with the Sungai Long Gang in Sri Petaling
Dren and Jia Zheng told me that they wish to get some drinks to energize up..
So I just followed them to PapaRich..
I was surprise to see my high school classmates waiting for me in that shop!
It was so great to meet them. We were from the same class for 2 years:4A8 & 5A8 in SMK Sri Sentosa..Thanks for the birthday cake as well! Hsiu Luan and Michelle were there as well!
It was such a golden chance to catch up the updates between us..

True friend is hard to resist!
Poor her. She was rushing back to KL just for my birthday celebration!
Mit Mit, my best friend ever.Same rank with Hsiu Luan and Ern Hui.
Four of us are more than a friendship!

This is from Mit Mit.. She knows that I love blue colour!

Thanks Ren Hao, Kevin, Mit Mit and Hsiu Luan!
26/4 Ended!Thanks to my lovely "driver "of the day : Adrian Tau& Jia Zheng! =PP
Both of you are my sunshine!

Second round c=

Received a phone call from my dear, :"Hey, Jia Zheng and I coming to pick you up now..."

I was like,"Gosh, I'm not ready yet... I just reach home after the birthday celebration with Hsiu Luan and Ern Hui.."

Once I stepped into Jia Zheng's car, I was busy settle down with my clothes and so on..

I was so excited that time,wondering where are we heading to ..

Soon, we reached Mid Valley.
While walking to the shopping mall..
Dren:"Hey I need to go back to the car to get something.."
Me:"Huh? What's that?"
Dren:"I left my phone in Jia Zheng's car"
Jia Zheng:"Okay, then I go in with wan li first"
Me:'Okay, I need to go washroom.."
******
I saw myself with a bird nest hair and tired looking..
I was thinking,"Oh Oh, It's my birthday!I should not look like this on this important day.Sigh Better go home right after lunch .."
Luckily I brought my mascara along that day, so I applied it to make myself looking better. 'Perhaps' haha..
Jia Zheng called me because I was staying too long in the washroom..
I was rushing out and went to The Gardens with him..
Jia Zheng:"I need to go to redbox "
Me:"Why?"
Jia Zheng:"I need to get something from my friend"
Me:"Okay but what about Dren.."
Jia Zheng:"We will meet him somewhere after this"
*******
Okay, once I push the door, they were singing the birthday song to me.
Yes ,all of them!
I was so surprise, I never thought they were inside the room with the birthday cake!
Thanks my lovely friends!!Truly appreciated!!!

Happy Birthday Wan Li
From : The World
Awww ♥ this to the max!
How lovely!

Birthday present from my classmates. Yeap, they knows what a girl wants.
They know me well, I definitely need this for my part time job.

Thanks to Ivy,Angel,Joko,WenQian that coming to my birthday celebration*Or name it as a Surprise birthday celebration *!
Hearttttt you guys!Special thanks to Ivy aka Spongebob lover, she purposely stay longer in KL just for my birthday celebration Aww, I'm such a lucky little girl! :)

Cool~ ^^ World Princess (me me me me) =pP
I was the world princess for 1 day. I love this name!

My birthday present from the Sungai Long gang^^

Love is in the air!

It's so great to meet all of them,seriously!! =)

My Birthday Celebration :)

First round with my four golden flowers gang!
However, Mit mit not free that time.
I was shocked when my mum called me out of my room ..
&&& They started to sing birthday song to me with a lovely birthday cake and birthday present..*touching*
Thanks a lot. I love you guys! =)
Next, went to Sri Petaling for dim sum.. Cool! One of my favourite food. What a lovely morning huh?
After that, we went to Carrefour and walked around ... Guess what? I bumped into my ex and his car just next to Ern Hui's car in the car park lot. I was like..... what a coincident! What a surprise..
Something bad happened , we LOST the parking ticket! No choice but have to pay 50 bucks to solve it out..

Lol =)