我真的受伤了

无可否认我是那种渴望爱情的女生

在爱情里我总是爱逞强
我可以放下面子勇敢地去争取我的爱情
可是又有谁知道我并不是你想象中的坚强勇敢
又有谁知道在我内心的挣扎呢
我谈过两次恋爱
其实我对自己在爱清里并没有什么信心
我是很固执的女生
只要觉得还是值得的无论受伤与否我都会横冲直撞直到发现我又错了
不知道有没有人将觉得你喜欢的都不喜欢你
跟自己喜欢的人一起是一件很难很难很难的事
这种可悲的情节都发生在我身上
我告诉自己跌跌撞撞过了要好好戴眼镜看人结果我又跌到了
只是没想到这一次跌得比较伤
我觉得自己真得很傻很白痴
以为这一个他不一样以为是对的人然后才发现我错爱了
我真的是无言啊
有时候觉得自己很犯贱
明明知道会受伤却还是会不顾一切抱着一丝希望去尝试
其实不是因为我笨只是我不想后遗憾因为至少我努力过
有些感觉过了就没有了
爱与被爱你会如何选择
被爱是一种无法形容的幸福
爱人却会被伤害
我想说爱情总是那么的荒唐不需要任何理由
尽管受伤了还继续我就是这样的女生
谈一场恋埃对我来说好像是很难很难很难的事
不过这一次我真的很累
仿佛领悟了些什么
这种突发情节让我不知所措了
请不要伤害了我却又帮我疗伤
不要让我有想象还有发展空间
我没有你想象中那么坚强勇敢
我真的很乱
不懂应该怎样我很矛盾
有没有人可以告诉我现在应该怎样做
在我需要帮助时有没有人可以给我意见
可能我只需要一点时间来平复心情

只是这是我唯一可以诉苦的管道
在家里没有人陪我而且我不想打扰我那班忙着读书的姐妹
请让我尽情地发泄


总有一天我会找到真真懂得欣赏我的人

A BIG THANK YOU

Thank you my dear friends!Really touched!I never thought that I can get my birthday present since I was in Sabah.A bag from my sisters,Mit mit,Ern Hui and Hsiu Luan,Tsui Ling!

Presents I got during national service.Thank you so much, I appreciated it very much.

PLKN
Kem San Shui,Tawau, Sabah.
Kumpulan 2 Siri 7 Tahun2010.
27/3/2010 until 12/6/2010

TA-DA M16(Almost 3 Kg)

Okay,Finally I created a new facebook and msn. Add me up ya!
First,I hate 3things,Roll Call,PT10 and National Service.But now,I miss it badly! I miss PLKN life and all my Kem San Shui friends.
Overall, PLKN is awesome.

During khidmat komuniti.

In the aeroplane washroom.

Happy memories @temple with all you you!End with this! Keep in touch and all the best!

I'm MAD!
I can't even log in my msn and facebook accouts. I guess someone hacked my accounts!
I can't remember my secret answer for my msn accounts somemore!

我真的很幸福

我回来了任务完成
这些日子我长大了
一下巴士就有朋友和家人来接我
我爸爸
我的姐妹 Mit mit,Hsiu Luan,Ern Hui
还有Kar Jun,Kien Woh
受到很多礼物
我的姐妹送我一个很美的包包
Kar Jun送我的Big apple
昨天丢了行李回家就跟朋友出去了还有和嘉欣庆祝生日
过后就很家人亲戚那些吃晚餐
在当兵的日子我真的很幸运
有一班很好的朋友
就连他们的父母对我都很好
谢谢VICKI的爸爸妈妈每个星期日的爱心甜品
谢谢TEO的妈妈的美美贝壳当地食物
真得非常感激他们还有他们的父母
妈妈常说我很幸运派到来最远的州沙巴最远的地区斗湖最远的兵营Kem San Shui
一时之间不懂应该要讲些什么有太多太多的东西想要分享

Day 31@national service.

I still alive.Sorry my dear friends, I lost my SIM card contacts. =(

*photos be will upload soon*

逞强

我就是一个爱逞强的女生
在爱情里也一样
这几个星期带来了很多变化
可能因为这里没有一个认识的人吧
从吉隆坡来到沙巴的女生就只有三个
当夜深人静一个人处身在陌生的地方时会害怕寂寞
沙巴真得很不同这里的国语跟我们那里差很多
加上华人又少又一个人起初还吵着回家
现在我已慢慢习惯了这里
我不想错过所以什么都想去体验
我觉得当我回去时我一定有改变
很肯定的就是我会珍惜眼前人
很多时候我们总要等到失去后才会学习珍惜
放下逞强原来我也需要一个可以依赖的人
承认我是一个感性的女生
常大笑大哭容易感触没有形象的女生
最近学了很多哲学我会好好使用这些经验
真的学了很多事情想法也有不同了
我认为最难的两件事是知足以及积极面对困难
虽然我有的不多不过我还是要感谢爸爸妈妈给我的一切
我没有兄弟姐妹爸爸妈妈就是我所有的家人
爸爸妈妈我很想你们
你们过得怎样
这里是发生了很多事情可是我都不敢跟你们说
因为你们做工已经够辛苦了我不想你们担心我
我觉得你们想的担心的肯定不比我少
放心好了我会好好在外头照顾自己
我明白没有人能够永远陪谁
有人说身为父母的其实奢求的都不多真真希望的只是孩子健康快乐
原谅我以前爱装然后肉麻的话都不敢说出口
母情节快到了今年没能陪你庆祝
就连父亲节时也人在沙巴
以前还没觉得那么深的感触可能现在到了要搭几小时的飞机才能见面的时候
才惭愧以前有时对你们说话时那没礼貌的语气
当发现相处的时间越来越少时已经太迟了
做父母的真得很伟大对不起爸爸妈妈
请原谅我的任性
现在大家都可以回家见他们的爸爸妈妈而我却不能
真的羡慕他们不过我也无能为力
因为爱逞强怕肉麻
这句话我都对你们真真说过
提早跟你说母亲节快乐
爸爸妈妈我爱你
我在这里很好希望你们每天健康快乐

Hello.Hello.Hello.

Hi everyone,I still alive.First at all,thanks everyone for the birthday wishes.I appreciated it very much!Arigatuo!The best part...I'm totally 18 years old.Currently,6days away from national service for a holiday semester.However, I'm not going back to Kuala Lumpur.Quite upset actually because everyone can see and greed their parents but I can't.Big sigh.What to do, distance does matter.Oh well,words cannot express my feelings right now.I would like to share about my national service life in Sabah.Yes,I have to admit that I really miss my home.Thanks god,I got a lot of funny friends here.Furthermore,they bought me a birthday cake.How sweet,I really touched because I didn't even expect about that and I thought I will spend my birthday alone at kem. Okay next,Sabah's weather is super duper hot especially my kem.Therefore,my skin getting darker,I wonder who will recognize me when i return.I thought Sabah is cooler than Kuala Lumpur because there is so many trees here but actually it's really HOT.Besides that,I'm having 6 meals per day.Sounds crazy but I don't think that I can gain my weight.Guess what?I have to work everyday.Nowadays,I've learn few precious lessons and I'm growing up.Moreover,M16 after holiday semester.Hooray,cheers to that.Hope to see a brand new me when i return.Lastly,I miss kl life,my BFF's and my dear parents.I can't wait anymore to see them.Oh ya, for your information,I've lost my Sim card contacts.Take care,blessed. (=

I'll miss you!!!!!!!!!

Thank you Hsiu Luan&Ming Hui!!!

I'll MISS you guys!!!!!!!

Okay,I'm leaving and heading to Tawau,Sabah today.I'll miss you guys,Hl,Hui,Mit,Dad&Mum,AhHao,mt dear friends,sisters and everyone! Miss me and take care!=)All the best!

The best part,M16!!!!!!

PLKN KUMPULAN2

Finally, received the official letter today.I heard that the participant usually will get a boyfriend/girlfriend during this program.Is this true?Perhaps, I'll get one?Laugh-out-loud,just kidding!Guess what? I'm flying to Tawau,Sabah.I screamed when I got the feedback from the ministry because I was not willing to go.Okay,this is the fact,"Tahniah! TANG WAN LI 920426XXXXXX telah dipilih untuk menyertai PLKN Siri7 di Kem San Shui,Tawau,Sabah".Oh well,hello everyone I've changed my decision.Since I never been there before,therefore I'm going to Sabah this Saturday.

Oh wait,I think I'll need this.
:)HOORAY, time to have fun in SABAH~~

TA-DA! Introducing my favourite artist,TangYan.She is gorgeous!
If I were her,I'll have no regrets! *Okay,WanLi, STOP Dreaming!* :p
For more info,kindly log on http://blog.sina.com.cn/tangyan.

'kids'

Models

This one for Jia Hao.His beloved car :P

Nice day.Hang out with my dear sisters.

Awesome bakery!

Happy Birthday to my dear Grandma!Stay healthy and happy always.I love you!

IMPERFECTION.

Nobody's perfect.There is a question,"How you can consistently turn in work that is above every one's expectations?".In my opinion, the best way is believing in myself.However, the unexpected always happen.Therefore,I must be prepared for the worst.Decision making of course is a hard task in life.I believe that my choice of course will determine my career path.Then,I started to remind myself," This is about how to spend the rest of my life."Alright,I have to admit that my language is not that good but I'll try my best.English is very important especially in the higher education.In a nutshell,it's my life and I must fight for it.Hopefully, I could enhance my dream.