Someday..

Someday in life
Maybe soon,
maybe later..
I will be able to meet someone
who truly appreciate me
I guess.

Do not rely too much on everyone in this world,

the reason is simple..

even your shadow will leaves you when you are in darkness.

Nice quote by my friend. 

世界上最爱你的人，

不是花时间陪你的人，

因为这种人只会陪你一阵子，

不是一辈子。


最爱你的人，

也许就是少陪你的那个，

因为他是个在忙着用自己的时间为你的未来打算的人。



Well said!
Copy from My friend's status.

有些事情，
不谈是个结，
谈开了是个疤。


人常常都对自己说，
就这样，
算了吧，
别想了，
但是都做不到。
嗯，真的很难。

痛过，才知道如何保护自己。
哭过，才知道心痛是什么感觉，
才知道适时的坚持与放弃。
爱过，才知道自己其实很脆弱。
其实生活并不需要这么些无谓的执着，
没甚么就真的不能割舍。



My friend's status on facebook inspired me..

Started missing you..
Especially during rainy day..
I understand that, there are different stages in a relationship..
I really hope that we can go through this stage

What are you hoping for our relationship status?

.....

一個人離開的意志再堅決 

多少的眼淚還是留不住 

Every girl has her best friend, boyfriend, & true love. but you're really lucky if they’re all the same person.

Time

It is just the matter of time..

We should have not be afraid of

being alone...

Being left out...

Being abandoned..

 It is just the matter of time..

Learn to move on

promised to upload...

I am uploading this as requested by my cousin, Jia Qi.
Thanks a lot my beloved relatives, friends and besties.
I could not imagine if without each of you.

Insomia

Someone please tell me what to do..
What I suppose to do to make myself better
or to save our relationship
What can I say

As you wish
Take your time to think about it
I am letting you to do so
But however,
I have no confidence that you will come back to me

I am stress
of course,
as I have no one to talk to..
My family going to a trip this weekend
I need to take care of myself and home alone

How could you....

I still could not believe that this is the truth
My hands are shaking cold
My heart is bleeding
My brain is fulfilled with a lot question marks

I still could not believe that

All my plans and stuffs are stuck now..
I find no one to help out..

It's difficult for you to just make a call or send a simple text message to explain
I just do not understand

I do not know what's happening
I bet we should give ourselves a chance to explain face to face

只是累了，只是不愿意了 ❤

两个在一起近2年的人，
忽然分开了，
性格不和？第三者？还是为什么？

或许当你问起他们分开的原因，
他们会给予各式各样的说辞。

但是，

没有解决不了的问题。

最大的问题不是性格不合，
也不是第三者的出现。

只是大家累了，
当初的包容不在，
那时的忍耐不复，
所以不愿意，也不想去修复这段感情。

一段千沧百孔的爱情。

双方都忘了，
怎么说我爱你。


Read this from a blogger, awesome blog post!!

Rainy Day..

Breathe in....Breathe out...

I just could not imagine..

When two people met, get closer and become stranger again...

Just wondering.. How could this happen..

Once upon a time, you made me feel like I was your everything..

And Now, just left like easily like I am nothing at all...

And just left like that...

I am the one who facing this alone at the old place again,

the place i fell and hurt myself..

How i wish this is just a nightmare

It is too sudden and difficult for me to accept this is you who did that to me

But i did not beg you to stay,

And guess you will not do it for me...

可是你要记得，我们虽然在地球的不同角落，
但是我们头上顶着同一片蓝天，脚下踏着同一片绿草地，
呼吸着一样的空气，
或许.. ...这里能找到... ...你的味道。

放肆

*P/s: I wrote this long time ago but did not post it out due to some reason.
I did posted another post like this but with different ending
However, since it's time to update I have no point to keep it as draft.*
俊："你在发什么神经啊你！”
婷：“是啊！我是在发神经!怎样？”
俊：“你可以不要将敏感吗？！”
婷：“我本来就是这样的啦！你现在才懂啊！”
说完后，转了身子
阵阵酸楚往心里涌
仿佛受到了委屈的心情
此刻
聚集在眼眶的泪不受控制的掉了下来
放慢了急促的脚步
他走了
不留下只字片语
婷知道他是很爱面子的人
（在大庭广众下）不会忍受面对她的这种气话
这是她预料中事
不知道到底是怎么了
婷就是爱挑衅他
好像要弄他生气不可
回忆在她的脑海里进行重演
一幕幕与他的回忆搬上了荧幕
不论是甜美或是争吵的都已经无所谓了
婷知道
她说谎了
其实她一早就察觉到自己的敏感度越来越放肆了
大家都变得越来越敏感了
她明白是因为在乎而变得敏感
走着走着
婷走到了和他的老地方
可笑还是回到了原点
她坐了下来
思索自己的气话
抬头发现原来他也走到了这里
望着他的眼神时
总是让她有种无法诠释的感觉
婷在此刻无法形容这种感觉
当俊走近时
婷起身
肢体语言说明她想离开
这时
俊抓着她右手
“不要走先。。。”他用温柔的语气
直视婷的眼神
对望了一下
他说：“告诉我,你要我怎么做?才能够帮到你... 如果可以帮到我一定会帮你做......”
婷：“我......”
在她还没把话说完时，俊用双臂拥抱着她
这是她渴望的拥抱
很多时候，一个拥抱能代替所有
婷把他抱的紧些
俊：“婷，抱歉.....”
婷：“其实我......”卡在这几个字，她应该告诉他敏感是因为在乎吗？
她其实不想要俊内疚，：“我只想你快乐，我能感觉到你和她很幸福”
仔细想想，其实友谊比爱情更加重要。
婷知道她自己的身份不是女朋友不应该那么敏感。
傻瓜，不要，不要，真的不要这样下去了
不应该，不值得，不要把自己捆绑在狭窄的世界里
婷对自己说要让自己快乐起来。

迷路的孩子是时候回到自己的轨道了

*是时候写些快乐结局的作文

在不对的时间，
遇上不对的人：
这叫做无缘无份，
也是叫檫肩而过！
在不对的时间，
遇上对的人：
这叫做有缘无份，
或许就是简单的拍过一场戏

55th !

Good old days at National Service

Hello readers!
No doubt! I am back!
Well, today is a BIG day.
Happy Birthday to my country, Malaysia ^^
Thanks to the national service in Tawau.
Guess, there is the place where I started practice my patriotic spirit towards my country..
Of course, there is joy and sorrow moments..
Can't help but have to admit that sometimes we are really disappointed  due to those unforgettable incidents..
Anyhow, I am here to say I am proud to be a Malaysian!
Still, looking forward for changes, improvement for our country.
I believe that someday it will come..
Someday......Maybe maybe

STOP LYNAS, SAVE MALAYSIA

As a malaysian, I feel disappointed..

To be continued...

事实(一):


在遇到机会时,

家境好的孩子可以选择要或者不要;

而相反家境的孩子,只可以选择,可以或者不可以...

无敌，其实很寂寞。。

防备，心机，耍狠，自我中心
要保持在无敌，高不可攀的位置，这已经不是必然
而是生存条件

他们不能够有朋友，因为会比较
他们不能够透露自己的想法，因为要防备
他们不能够松弛，因为好胜

因为这些，所以他们高高在上，高不攀的感觉
所谓的成就感，名气，人气等等
仿佛泡沫，很快的消失，然后渐渐被遗忘，冷落，放弃
这是一个面具，面对别人的面具

但，因为这些，所以他们无敌

只有视自己为对手，不断地想超越自己

无敌，其实很寂寞
因为他们所拥有只有自己，自己，还是自己

这应该就是我能所想象的无敌